Episode wise Novel



Dynasty Of Thoughts


Episode # 1

“Yes a man can do whatever he wants, if you are willing to change the direction , no mountain of difficulties in the world even can block the way of your thoughts flow, can not reflect the storm of your passion back” Mr. Syed Muhammad Salaar (the teacher of English literature) was addressing to the class.

“But Sir, What should we do if we do not know what is the actual nature of our thoughts? Because sometimes we are passionate enough to win the world, and we are ignorant enough to find the nature of our passion.” Aiman puts a question while going through the interesting lecture of Mr. Salaar.

“Hmmm…” An affectionate smile spreads on the face of Mr. Salaar.

“A very beautiful question you’ve asked Aiman, it can take about the whole life time of a person to answer, if he is not guided well…” (Mr. Salaar takes a deep breath and pauses for a while) then he begins “In such an innocent situation one must find time for himself. Because if you do not communicate with yourself, your inner is not going to reveal the cryptic issues of it”

“Sir, sometimes we ponder a lot but our inner does not answer to what we ask to it” Abdul Rehman interrupts.

“Valid...” Mr. Salaar responded.

“It is due to the fact that when your inner is addressing you, you do not pay head to its calls and keep doing what you wish to…”

“Excuse me Sir” after calling for the third time Khurram kept Silent.

“… and then it stops wasting its words when we pose to be deaf...” Mr. Salaar took a sight of Khurram, smiled and said “just like Khurram called me during the conversation for three times but when he found me busy in my activity and not attending to him, he just stopped wasting his words” Mr. Salaar gave stretches and stress to the last four words, as he wanted to relate the two phenomenon to make his students get his point. Students took a sight of Khurram and then of Mr. Salaar with a praising smile.

The bell rang and Mr. Salaar showed a small book sized novel to his students and said “My dear children! We are going to start this novel, in my hand, by the next class and I hope all of you are going to enjoy its spirits”

Students were watching the novel in the swaying hand of their teacher, with scanning eyes, and some of the curious students said “we’ll be waiting for this to hear from you in the next class Sir!” Again a smile loaded with fatherly affection spreads on Mr. Salaar’s face and he leaves the class by saying his convention “stay safe my garden”

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Sharfu had never come across such a situation in his life. He was so happy as no one else in the world when he thought about the most desired blessing of Almighty going to be showered upon him and his wife Rehmat after their marriage. But when he thought about his little income and how he was just pretending to be living in the society… it used to make him thank Almighty when he thought about his pious and contented wife that how much she cared about him, console him and always tried to make him feel relaxed in the gloomy situations. He thought what would have happened to him if he had got married to some other women than Rehmat?

The same feelings of joy and sorrow were enveloping him when he was coming back to his small but clean (as ever) mud house. “Oh Almighty you know all about my situations and that I’m always doing my best to earn the legal livelihood. Cherisher! Don’t ever put me to a trial that I can’t handle. I do not need such a livelihood which would take me away from your path. I don’t want to welcome my little angel with illegal feeder. Oh Almighty, shower your grace upon me , my wife and our coming child.” Travelling with the prayers, Sharfu came near his house.

“May peace be upon you! You came early today?” the same smiling face of Rehmat enriched with the softness of her feminine voice welcomed Sharfu.

“Yes I’ve again come back to home with nothing in my hands but the fate lines” Sharfu was looking tired, took off his white scarf from the shoulder and sat on the coat. Rehmat brought a glass of water for him. “You know how precious your fate lines are?” she spoke while putting his hand on her palm.

“But you don’t believe on them Rehmat” Sharfu said after a sipping.

“I won’t be, if they were not in your hands, but you are having them. And all the traits you possess can never be meaningless, this is my belief” Rehmat put her innocent face on his palm. Sharfu’s eyes got wet on this heart touching and innocent act of his wife.

“Rehmat…!” Sharfu’s voice was dipped in love for his wife.

”Hmmm…?” Her voice was sweet as she was getting wrapped with her husband’s love.

“Don’t you think about how to welcome our first born?” Sharfu asked.

“There is no need to think about” she replied in a careless but sweet tone.

“Every women have certain desires, you’ll be having like them too which need a good financial state, don’t you have any of them as you’re going to enter the stage of a mother from that of a wife’s” Sharfu was patting her head with the softness of his hand.

This time Rehmat put her hand with Sharfu’s in her lap, turned her face to Sharfu and said “Yes I also have many desires like to bring my child up, to manage the process of his education, to build up his character and to make him a good human being and a good financial status is not a necessary thing for all that” Sharfu could not bear the sparkle of hope and motherly warmth in her eyes, so he started embedding his eyes to the floor.

“Oh my God, I’m such a forgetful women that I often forget to ask you for meals” Rehmat spoke in a tone as she woke up from a dream. “Why do I always forget that feeding with food is meant to satisfy your appetite and not my hanging conversations” she stepped up towards to the only room in their home to arrange something for the supper for his husband.

“You are ignorant Rehmat! You don’t know how do you satisfy my soul with your beautiful words and give me courage to breath easily” Sharfu whispered as Rehmat left the sight.

After having the supper, Sharfu and Rehmat offered prayer in the small courtyard of their home.

The days were going on but Sharfu could not find any reasonable job because the area they were living in was of interest dealers and he did not want to join any illegal business. So his tensions were increasing day by day. On the other hand Rehmat always tried to keep her husband relax, she always taught him not to be disappointed from the grace of Almighty as it is the sign of weakness of belief in Him. Most of the times she was able to satisfy him, but sometimes she was not able to do so. 

Episode # 2



“Aaaahh…. Those who believe the most are supposed to suffer the most…” Mr.  Salaar closed the novel and commented of the situation of Sharfu.


“Sir, Wasn’t Sharfu getting rigid in his thoughts? He had to think that a little flexibility in his behavior can start earning? So he may become able to cherish his first born? He had to think that he was going to be a sinner if he won’t be able to fulfill the responsibility of his child.” Maheen protested.
“This is why Sharfu thought what would had happen to him if he got married to some women else than Rehmat?”  Mr. Salaar pointed Maheen and said in a humorous tone. The auditorium echoed with light laughers.

“Sorry my child, you are right up to your thinking. But you know what? We can prove anything wrong as right and that of right to wrong through logics. Let suppose Sharfu got indulged in interest dealing, he would have been a sinner in that way. But if he did not, he would have been blessed in the long run. Because we are told in the Holy Quran, that our children and wealth is a test for us.”
“How can romance survive in such a situation Sir?” as usual Khurram asked a bold question.

“Romance…. Hmm…..” Mr. Salaar thought for a while and continued “actually a real romance comes after love, and both of them loved each other. Love is the meeting of souls and not the material things, souls become one when the two reflect each other’s person. Sharfu and Rehmat were resting under the peaceful shadow of belief in all that pinching heat of hardships. And what you are calling romance in their case is actually the soothing lap of the feelings of their love, a very innocent one, blessed with the treasures of belief. When the souls are one, why should not the love trickle to repair the damages of troubles?”
“This is all about our first day to novel. Your interest will grow more by the chapter, I hope. And I really appreciate your reasonable questions.” Mr. Salaar praised the students in a traditional way with a fatherly smile.

“Stay blessed my Garden”


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Loaded with the feelings of joy and gratefulness, Sharfu was impatiently walking here and there in his courtyard. The smiles on his face were spreading with every thought of his first born. Finally! A cheerful voice of his cry………!
Sharfu bent on his knees to thank Almighty, tears started rolling down his cheeks, but every tear was worthy enough to buy thousands of smiles.
“Sharfu!” an old voice shocked him, although he was waiting for it.
“Get up my son and hold this blessing of your Lord.” Sharfu could not see the speaking lips but only the arms holding the treasures of pleasure.
Sharfu could hardly control himself and waited till he blessed the ears of his boy with the sweetness of the words of Azan (call for prayer). Now every knot of his patience was getting untied. He hugged and kissed and hugged his boy like an insane. He was showering his love on his baby and was thanking Almighty. The old women smiled on Sharfu's activity and went back to Rehmat.
“That nascent father is worth seeing, he is going insane” Ammo (the old women) was explaining the situation to Rehmat with a smile. Rehmat’s face blushed and she bound her hands to thank the Lord.
“You should take care of Rehmat and I’ll be here after about half an hour” saying this to Asia (the women’s daughter) she left with Samina to home.
“Rehmat, I know about your financial condition. How will you people manage to nourish your child?” asked Asia.
“Hmm... Sharfu is trying to find some source of earning. And he will soon get It.” said Rehmat.
“That’s good, but what are you having now to nourish your born?” Asia said.
Focusing her eyes to the ceiling, Rehmat spoke “We have the wealth of belief… Sharfu earned a little money for teaching Holy Quran to the children of Mr. Khaleel, and now a days he lifts load in the market and earns for our lunch and supper.”
“It may be enough for you people but what about the diet of your little angel? Only the lunch and supper are not enough for him” Asia protested.
“You are right Asia but what can we do? Almighty will surely do something for us.” Rehmat said in a faint tone.
“I’ll pray for your belief not to break ever, my dear! You should take rest now and take good care of yourself and of your little angel.” Saying this, Asia left for her home.
After about half an hour, Ammo entered the room when Rehmat was lying there, drowned in the depths of thoughts.
“My daughter! Take this” Ammo offered a glass of milk to Rehmat.
“Here is some arrangement for your boy, when he’ll start earning he will have to pay back this to me” ammo handed over a pouch to Rehmat, she asked for returning because she knew that Rehmat will not accept taking alms. Rehmat wanted to say something but Ammo had handled the situation in a good way. Rehmat’s eyes got tearful on this motherly affection of Ammo. Rehmat did not ask about the situation if her son could not pay it back because she was an optimist woman.
After finishing the milk in the glass Rehmat said in a vibrating tone “Ammo! I believe Almighty will never leave me in the darkness of a bitter life, when I got married some of my friends asked me about how I would manage my married life without mother. And then He blessed me with you” Ammo sat beside Rehmat and patted her with love.




Episode # 3


“Where is Sharfu? Did you see him?” Rehmat asked Ammo as she woke up from a dream.
“No I didn’t see him, didn’t he come back?” Ammo frowned.

Rehmat was about to say something when Sharfu entered the room. Sweat was dripping from his forehead. But he was not looking fatigued, and a smile was still there on his beautiful young face. Sharfu had covered his boy in his scarf. At the arrival of Sharfu Ammo asked Rehmat to let her leave for home. When Ammo left the room, Sharfu came near Rehmat, kissed her forehead, sat on the chair near her coat and said.
“Rehmat, you really made our family complete today, I have no words to pay gratitude to you.” A peaceful smile spread on Rehmat’s face.

The boy again started crying.
“Oh! I think he is feeling hungry” Sharfu got a bit worried.

“What do you think? He is like you to satisfy his appetite with my words” saying this Rehmat spread her arms to wrap the apple of her eye in her thirsty lap. Sharfu handed over his boy to Rehmat.
“Where have you been? It is hot outside” asked Rehmat, while the cries of her boy were changing to the peaceful silence, in her lap, as after a fair.

“I went to Molana Shah Abdul Raheem, because I wanted to put the drops of Zam Zam to be the first food for my child. But I was disappointed when I came to know that he had distributed Zam Zam to his followers in the bliss of the birth of his new born baby.” Sharfu narrated the incidence in the tone of a defeated person.
“Did you congratulate him on this occasion of great happiness?” asked Rehmat, ignoring his tone.

“No, I could not, because there was a big crowd to congratulate him” Sharfu said.
“Do you know who congratulated me at our first born?” Rehmat’s voice appeared to be coming from the valley of love.
“No, did anyone come to us? Does anyone know? Your friends?” Sharfu was asking in a child’s style, as a child asks impatiently to give the clues till the surprise reveals.
“No, No, No one of these, but the king of the valley” Rehmat's eyes were becoming a display of love and shyness.
“King? You mean Molana Shah Abdul Raheem? But how did he find time to visit us? He had to be there at his own home.” Sharfu was asking like he was taking interview of a mysterious stranger, who was exploding surprises before him.
“No, I’ve no concern with Molana. I’m talking about the “king”, and my child is blessed enough to receive lots of love from that king” she was now speaking like a naughty little girl.
This time Sharfu got her point, because the boy was in his hands since after the time of his birth.
“Rehmat… Rehmat…” He nodded his head and a wide smile was making his face blushed and so was happening with Rehmat when he said “and you know Rehmat, your child is blessed enough to be fed first with the most sacred thing in the world, even after having birth in poverty.”  
“Ssshh… he is listening” Rehmat could hardly Alarm Sharfu about the presence of their child.
Sharfu smiled on her cautiousness and the environment grew young with the essence of shyness, cautiousness and sweetness of innocent feelings.
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Episode # 4


“Inspiring….” In the flow of thoughts, Rida uttered unknowingly.
Again a chapel in auditorium, Rida’s style of praising was selfless enough to make Mr. Salaar focus her for a while. Getting back to the class, Rida started feeling shameful and bent her head down like she was caught committing theft. “No need to feel ashamed my garden, you are mature enough to comment truly within the moral limits” Mr. Salaar coaxed the class as a whole.


“Don’t you people have any question today?” Mr. Salaar took a questioning sight of the whole class from the upper side of his spectacles.
“Hmmm… so we’ll discuss about ‘Inspiring” today” Mr. Salaar suggested after half a minute of pause.


“Rida, what did inspire you the most till now?” Mr. Salaar interrogated her.


“Sir, I’m wondering about why do the people give importance to material status while we can neither buy a peaceful life as that of Sharfu and Rehmat’s nor we can make our bungalows get painted with love and that much care about each other as their small apartment had…. What is the difference between them and the people of today? Were they born to be pious? Was that all because of fate lines they had?” Rida put the questions with the breath going up.


“People gave importance to material things when they started forgetting about the status of humanity.  Sharfu and Rehmat were like the common people. Everyone is born free of sins but the environment affects him until he approach the age of maturity and afterwards it becomes our choice to discriminate between the good and evil. But unfortunately many of us are not having those priorities which we should be having. And the fate lines…” Mr. Salaar took a breath, smiled and said “they are just used as metaphors my child, because the people use to believe on them.”
“Then why did Rehmat praised his fate lines if they do not carry any meaning?” Khurram again criticized.


“ahaha…” Mr. Salaar chuckled.
“That was the statement of love, because love could not see its dearest in a condition of disappointment. So it started giving excuses to the situation and you saw the disappointment leaving them.”

“Sir I think it is just a bookish life, how can anyone live a mistake free life? We can just dream to be like Sharfu. I think this all this is so far from the reality.” Bilal showed the feeling of uncertainty.
“You are right Bilal, the mistakes we make give a surety that we belong to human race. You asked a good question but you’ve to wait for its answer as we are going to have it in the coming classes”

The bell rang.
“Stay blessed my garden”

“Please tell me aunt, how did my father meet my mother and what is the secret?  That is used to taunt me, in the family, at many occasions.” He was begging before, his paternal aunt, Amina.

Amina hugged Sharfu and started weeping. “Please don’t ask Sharfu, I can’t give you explanation.”
Sharfu got free himself from her grip and pleaded. “For Almighty’s sake tell me the truth, this question is killing me inside. I did not find my father a bad person ever, so why I’m a target to indirect criticism after his death? please tell me aunt, please!” He bound his hands and begged before Amina with tears shedding eyes.

“My son, you are not mature enough to know the incidents” Amina hold his hands and wiped tears.
“Am I mature enough to be taunted for the reason I never know? If I’m, I’m able to be acknowledged about.” He continued to plead.

“Why did aunt Saba forbade me to meet her daughter? She knows I’ll die without her.” He was getting out of control.
“What is the factor I’m lacking in? I’m getting education, I’m inherited with a big property, I’m not that much bad looking, I’m not like other boys who play with girls and leave them. I’m a boy with a clear heart…. But no… my heart is stuffed with the dreams of a beautiful future with Aini, the only girl in my life…. Aunt! Please do something, I’ll die without her, I cannot even think of being without her…” he dropped like a broken leaf to her feet.

“They’ll never do this my son; we have no choice except of admitting the reality…..” Amina’s voice shattered.
Sharfu closed his eyes and engulfed his tears, as he was having a bitter sipping.

“Aunt please tell me, what did my parents bowed for me to cut in their burnt field?” he requested again.
“Okay! My child, I’m going to tell you all because you are also in a state of mad love like your father… and I don’t wish you take any wrong step in this madness...” Amina got defeat before his pleading.
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Episode # 5

“I came to know about their affair when I came early from school that day and saw them in the backside lawn of our mansion. Father was out of city those days for setting his new business of leather, all of your aunts except me had got married, and your uncles were also out of city. So, nobody was at home except the servants, who had gone lazy because of father’s absence. I saw your mother for the first time that day.”

“Were they doing anything wrong?” Sharfu interrupted.

“No, they were not, there was quite a distance in their sittings” Amina replied.

“Oh….” Sharfu took a deep breath as he got free of being nominated for blame. 

“Your mother, Shaheen had been nice women.” She said.

“How do you know?” Sharfu got surprised.

“Because I came to know that she was our cousin, but they were poor, so father did not continue with her family because father was proud of his wealth. I loved your father, brother Sarmad,  the most at home because he was a man of righteousness and a very decently logical person. I didn’t tell anybody else at home but decided to know about the girl if she was able for my brother. I used to meet your mother in our lands, their family had been working as peasants there, and I used to visit our lands with my friends “the daughters of landlords” for recreation. We became good friends, I told her about myself and all at home. I found her very sincere to my brother.”

Sharfu was listening to the whole circumstances with curiosity.

“Father fell seriously ill, so he distributed property among us, and mine was handed over to your father. This step of father gave strength to brother that he became self sufficient.” Amina paused for a few moments then she began.

“One day as I reached our lands, I didn’t found your mother there; on inquiring I came to know that she was ill and taking rest at home. I decided to visit her, when I reached her nearby home I saw brother coming out of her small mud house, he was looking puzzle, when he was out of sight I entered your mother’s house but I was surprised that he was not ill but was looking just uncomfortable, I thought it might be due to my surprising arrival. I inquired her about her absence that day, because we had become friends so she told me that father had come to know about their relation and strictly warned her mother for taking her to the lands, otherwise he’ll shoot her....”

“I got worried and came back to home. The situation was exactly as I was expecting, brother was standing like a criminal in the lounge and was the target of everyone’s criticism and rebukes. I was considered a little girl till then so I was not allowed to stay there and had to go to my room. While going to the room a sentence of father stroke my soul “she is not eligible for us in any respect, she can even not stand among those females whom we call and bless integrity with our time spending” these words shattered the image of father before me. Because I always thought that my father is not like those millionaires who are debauchees, I always ignored his arrogant behavior because I thought that would be the only weakness in him. That was the day I felt ashamed of being a millionaire’s daughter.” Amina was not able to explain more in his sight, so she stood up and went to the open window in the room.

“And one day I decided to go to your mother and suggested her to try to forget my brother or ask for him from Almighty in her prayers. When I came back to home after visiting the lands with my friends, as I had to visit to hide my meeting to your mother, I saw his
(father’s) face a display of anger. I could not believe on my hearing when I came to know that brother had eloped with your mother.”

Sharfu’s voice was vibrating “so I deserve what the people say…”

Amina put her hand on her mouth and absorbed her tears “no my son, you don’t know anything yet…” she could hardly say this.

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The bell rang “An old but honorable personality of our institute is going to visit us for some days. So I want to make two sections of your class and will refer her to teach the girls section. If anybody is against my suggestion, I’ll honor your opinion. ” Mr. Salaar asked the class if they were agreeing with him. 

“Sure Sir” students answered in a single voice, because they knew if Mr. Salaar is giving such a suggestion it would be having a strong reason behind it.

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Episode # 6

The bell rang and Miss Aiman entered the class. ”May peace be upon all of you” she greeted the class.”My name Is Aiman and I’m here to get you people through some chapters of your novel. Actually I’ve taught in your institute for ten years then I had an accident in which I lost my legs and could not continue further...” she pointed towards her paralyzed legs on the wheel chair. “I’m not well these days, So I wished to die in harness…” she chuckled “… and I requested the administration to let me serve as a guide here.” She was so polite in her words and was having a charming personality with twinkling eyes.

“Ma’am may I ask something?” Mahnoor asked in a humble way.

“Sure my Dear” Miss Aiman coaxed.

“Ma’am how did this happen to you?” she was humble again.

Miss Aiman smiled and said “One day I was going to back to home after job and caught a sight of my maid’s little son, crossing the road while the signal turned green. There was heavy traffic on the road, I almost ran to save him and finally I did it.” She blushed while narrating the incidence.

“For the maid’s boy? So ma’am you did not care about you for him?” Mahnoor got surprised.

“I just did my duty being a human being, whoever he would have been, after all he was a human being and that was enough to give him worth.” Aiman gave a beautiful answer.

The whole class clapped to pay gratitude to Miss Aiman.

“Now let us start with our first class “ she suggested.

And she begun “No my son, you don’t know anything yet…” Amina could hardly say this.

“What is more to know now aunt?” Sharfu asked in a fatigued tone with tearful eyes.

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“I’m giving you a whole day to think about it.” Shahjahan shouted upon Sarmad as he was coming back to cautiousness.

“No I’ll never do this at any cost” Sarmad said in a faint tone.

“Look at her!” Shahjahan pointed towards Shaheen, across the high ironed fence.

“It is not difficult for me to harm her the way I want” Shahjahan challenged.

Sarmad looked helplessly towards incautious Shaheen.

“My religion does not teach me doing anything wrong, it does not persuade me to promote brutality” Sarmad said fearlessly.

“Huh! You can never be a true Muslim until you start caring about your religion. You seem to be an agent of some non-Muslim agency” Shahjahan pulled Sarmad's hair and jerked in anger.

“No, I’m not, you had been working with me and know what I’m and where I have been” Sarmad said in a repenting tone.

“Oh! So you think you were doing a right job? You had been a bloody fool that time.” Shahjahan shouted.

“Look Sarmad I ask you to join me in Jihad (fight for the sake of Allah’s grace) the spirit of Islam.” Shahjahan proposed him again.

“Jihad?? What sort of jihad are you doing which calls you to become a brutal? You smuggle the non-Muslim women to wild beast like men and call it jihad? You kidnap their innocent children and call it jihad? You murder someone’s brother, someone’s husband, someone’s son and call it jihad?? You and your self made jihad, my foot!!” Sarmad cried.

Shahjahan took out his pistol and warned Sarmad “Don’t pursue me to make you silent forever, you talk rubbish!”

“Can you show me even a single verse from the Holy Quran or any Hadith which guides about such immoral acts with innocent non-Muslims who don’t harm you, who don’t harm your religion practically?”  Sarmad roared.

“I’ve been your friend and I’m giving a good advice to join our chain! You fool! Don’t you think these non-Muslim men and women will give raise to non-Muslim generation? Their children can make a force against us Muslims? Don’t you think about the threats that our religion can face because of them in future?”  Shahjahan persuaded him.

“Religion? So you’re talking about Islam? I know my religion does not teach such brutality and what you are talking about is the teaching of your self-made religion, stuffed with your selfish believes” Sarmad cursed.

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Episode # 7


“Islam has given a high rank to all women and it’s not confined to the Muslim women only. It has universality in it, it teaches us to be kind, just and generous to the whole human race and not only to the Muslims” Sarmad continued to speak, while shahjahan was busy in looking at Shaheen with greedy eyes.

“it’s taken two months to pursue you, and you only speak the bull shit even yet. I’d been your friend once so I gave you relaxation, did not allow my men to torture you that much. But its only because of you that my reputation is decreasing before the master. I cannot wait any more, I’m here for the last time, and you’ve to decide it now otherwise you will have to pay for this! If you continue to care about those who are a threat to our religion you are supposed to have a very harmful return.”  Shahjahan again warned him.

“Huh! Threat to Islam? The people like you are the biggest threat to the repute of our religion who use to grow their brutal business at the name of goodness of Islam and portray it evil before the world! Islam is a peaceful religion; it won’t accept the wild beasts like you to care about it” Sarmad thought for a while about the dangerous results but then he decided to fight against evil.

“It’s my final statement that I’ll not join your evil group, I’ll continue to serve the innocent humanity without the discrimination of religion.” Sarmad assembled all of his strength to say this.

Shahjahan clapped and three stout men came to the basement prison.

“So my poor friend! I’ll not give you a onetime death but you are going to have it for long time for disgracing my master’s group”. Shahjahan’s eyes were burning in anger.

“You don’t want to have a joyous time with those women, so I’m letting you free from the satisfaction of your feelings” Shahjahan stuffed Sarmad’s mouth with a big piece of cloth.

Two of the stout men caught his arms and legs tight and the third one did the brutal act… Sarmad could not bear the pain and went to a condition of incautiousness.

Shahjahan sent his men upstairs and whispered “the revolts like you are supposed to produce any more revolts; you have no right to have a life of dignity.” And he went to Shaheen in anger and greed… the night made the darkness feel ashamed.

After about 15 days Shahjahan again came to meet Sarmad. Sarmad was busy in praying for all the crimeless people who were in pain in any part of the world. He begged for their security and for the people who had gone astray to come to the right path.

“Get up Sarmad! You are going to be freed. I’m sorry for that night...” he flattered “... I was in great anger because a group of women you saved from being smuggled had reported about one of our shelter place and we lost a number of master minds in that attack of some unknown people. I care about your friendship, and hope you’ll do the same to me. If you do not want to join me, please stop interrupting my affairs.”

Shahjahan’s men covered Sarmad and Shaheen’s face with a thick black mask that stretched to their nose, tied their hand and pushed them upstairs. Covering a distance of about 20 minutes both of them were pushed in a truck. 

After travelling for about 2 hours the truck stopped, Shahjahan came to the back side of the truck, opened its gate then untied Sarmad and Shaheen, and took them down. The engine of truck was still running, Shahjahan came to Sarmad and whispered in his ears, “Sorry my dear friend, I snatched your right to become a father forever, but being a very good friend I’ve done a favor to you”. Saying this, Shahjahan sat on the front seat with a bounce and left them there in a strange valley.

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Episode # 8

Shaheen was feeling too weak to stand. Meanwhile a yak looked coming from far off. Both of them sat under a shadowy tree. Sarmad's eyes were tearful; he was not finding courage to face Shaheen.


“Sarmad…” Shaheen spoke in a weak tone.

Sarmad could not answer her, he was feeling like a criminal of her and grieved.

“Sarmad… please listen to me” a vibrating voice called him again.

Sarmad’s repentance was asking him to fall in her feet and beg pardon for the time of trial she had to face because of him. On the other hand his love for Shaheen was persuading him to envelope her madly and absorb each of her pain.

“Sarmad are you thinking about leaving me?” tears crossed the limits of her eyes and started healing her cheeks.

“No! Never can I! How can you even think of it, Shaheen??” Sarmad was totally shocked on her words, because the same question was striking his mind.

 “Then why are you avoiding me? We have become able to listen to each other after a long time.” She was controlling her tears.

“Why are you thinking like this, I can never do so Shaheen” his feelings were turning into words.

“Sarmad you know what? My father left us only because once his friend praised my mother’s beauty and he…” she was finding it difficult to speak. “… he thought my mother was having any affair with his friend, because she used to be very reasonable to welcome my father, when he used to return from his job. But he always took my mother wrong for this act, which was only to welcome him, as guided by religion.”

“Oh my God! Just on the base of doubt? But you never told it to me before.” Sarmad got sadly surprised.

“Yes… just on the basis of doubt and I’ve met that accident…” she burst into tears.

“Oh my dear, you are as sacred creature for me now as you were before! Please don’t cry!  That doesn’t mean that you are wrong but proves that bloody man was wrong. He will be counted as a sinner before Almighty and not you. Don’t take any burden on your heart, and please don’t waste the pearls of your tears.” Sarmad filled the air with the beauty of his thoughts while Shaheen fell into a situation of gladness and uncertainty at his answer.

“You are a male, may be you are getting emotional this time but you can’t bear this blame to stay with you for long. I know that…” Shaheen started sobbing.

“I know I’m a male, and I know that you are not a sinner before Almighty for this as well, so who am I to blame you for what had happened to you? I’m a like to follow the guidelines of religion and not to make an immoral, unjust and fake religion for the sake of my desires, like Shahjahan. Sarmad said while getting lost in the depths of his thoughts.

Shaheen hid her face in her knees and wept silently, but these tears were thanking to Almighty for blessing her with a person like Sarmad.

He could  now hear the sound of horse’s feet “Shaheen, wipe your tears, yak is approaching” he alarmed Shaheen.

The yak stopped near them, “What are you people doing here?” a suspected voice of yak man  asked them.

“Actually we had to go to the neighboring city, we did not find any conveyance, then a truck driver asked us to come with him, but he was a cheat, he looted us and dropped us here.” Sarmad told the truth indirectly.

“Oh! So sorry to know about, come with me, I’ll take you to your destiny” the yak man tried to console them.

“But we have nothing to pay the fair” Sarmad said in a helpless tone.

“No matter my dear brother, Let me earn some grace of Almighty, instead of money, by helping you through the plight.”  Yak man answered politely.

“May Allah be pleased with you brother,” Sarmad said warmly.

They sat on the yak and the journey started.

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